My friend surely I have learnt that we are not neglected by God. Things yes may not turn out as anticipated but this does not disqualify the existence of nor the way maker GOD!
Moments in time present various experiences and produces different outcomes yet all in all God is in it all the way. Yes there is shame at times, yes embarrasment that we might encounter but the light of God in us keeps us sane inspite our experiences.. 2 Corinthians 4:7-9 says, However, we possess this precious treasure [the divine Light of the Gospel] in [frail, human] vessels of earth, that the grandeur and exceeding greatness of the power may be shown to be from God and not from ourselves.
We are hedged in (pressed) on every side [troubled and oppressed in every way], but not cramped or crushed; we suffer embarrassments and are perplexed and unable to find a way out, but not driven to despair;
We are pursued (persecuted and hard driven), but not deserted [to stand alone]; we are struck down to the ground, but never struck out and destroyed.
Tonight I want you to take some time to pause and (selah) think deeply about what you have encountered be it today or the past days/months/years and realize this one thing that you are so precious and loved by God and he so fondly thinks of you each moment of your life not to leave you defeated/drained/outwitted or in despair. God surely is for you and with you.

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